Under a dim glow
I sit alone on floor below
Me with my pillow and shadow
With thirsty imagination
In situ, velvety meditation
Pondering reflection, concentration
Creating poesy syllabification
Articulating in conjunction
Wit...
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If you can't fall in love, let love fall,
A little bit here,a little bit there
A little bit now,a little bit then
When time is just; lust will dust
And then you must...
Open your heart to the uncertain
It won't be easy,it won't ...
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Taking notice under bridge
Spying on waterway flow
Peeking ahead below
Beholding what zippo
The old sod so
A charming footpath structure
Leading over the depths of water
To the green fields of entry
A timber bridge of beauty
...
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Your heartbeat mine
No turn of phrase, no rhyme
could describe
how I've never felt so far from heaven
shadows are closing in
so far from grace
For me the fight isn't over
the scent of you lingers on my pillowcase
I struggle t...
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Breathing is hard
I dont want to live
I dont want to die
I dont want to go to the hospital
I dont want this life
I dont want this pain
I want it to be over
I want it to shut up
I want to sleep
No, i dont want to sleep. I wa...
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So I had it.
I had the wonderful entwining with another.
It left a sadness though within me.
This is because I knew that it was all that it could be.
The painful thing is all the flashbacks, and knowing that there is no going back...
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Suffering less, love
knowing i suffer for you
please loosen your grip
I yearn for your light
standing still, alone again
drenched in writhing black
No crocodile tears
i am screaming your name, love
why don't you hear me
...
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Pills rattle
Low amount
I need to call the doctor
Later on, I forgot to call
Good days
Bad days
Just dandy
Help me
Save me
Why is it that I'm forgetful
Maybe because I'm off my meds
Can't read
Can't concentrate
...
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We rush to grow but the days go slow
It feels like really long ago
When we were outside playing tag
We go home to hear mother nag
This is how she becomes our foe
We play pretend and make a show
We become people we don't kno...
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In this, as it is
Where, I don’t read, or think
And consume, as I’m consumed
Where my expressions are limited to
Predefined emails
Expected conversations
Structured mannerism
Heartaches and headaches
Why ...
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Bold, semi-bold
and brave,
just a little brave.
They were here - on that sweet night.
There was a breeze,
but it was warm.
There were lights,
and noise, and people
and the darkness of the night.
Oh sweet, soft, da...
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Back in the quote on quote
Olden days
If you had a mental illness
You were locked up
You were crazy
They tried to electrocute the madness out of you
Sometimes they tried shoving an ice pick
Into your head
Making a hole for the...
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Hip, cat, daddy-o'
Hey, what's cookin bro'
Man, I dig this groovy melody
It flows free baby
With the harmony
Jimmy is smokin' tonight
Look at that cat, lickety split
He's a telescopic sight
It's crazy, man I dig it
This ca...
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I saw a man holding a catapult towards
the sky
Aiming at the glittering star.
At a glance he'd released a shot:
Bong! Confluence first,then the star
dropped.
That's how man dies.
18:04:07:20:39
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Today I stood in the bathroom stall
With a sensation of dèja vû
As I stare at the blade in my hand
And my exposed limbs,
Marking the easiest arteries to open
Noting that the stupid pencil sharpener blade
Would never
Be a...
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I remember a time in our youth
Hidden within the shadows of night
The ghosts of our sky parlor
Where fantasies sparked
Of hope and believing
Where imagination created another reality
And in our dreams
We both realized
We be...
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