We planned for you to be born
From my arms torn
I planned that ring
And now I feel like a used up thing
I thought the whole day with you son
Just two hours guess its better than one
In reality I don't know what time you have lef...
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So many things to be talked about
So many changes
So much time has passed
I'm gassed
I miss my boy I miss my flame
My mind is spinning again and again.
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They said the medication was a good cushion
They said at one point you wouldn't even need medication
No type of meditation helps
What do we do?
What do we do?
Baby boy... my flame.... what do we do....
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I brought you to my hollowed ground
Where the red cheeked Andrew played around
I brought you to my hollowed ground
Where my great great grandmothers soul watched and smiled down
I brought you to my hollowed ground
Where wild mag...
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That movie always struck a nerve
A jellyfish is how he was undone
I call you little jellyfish my son
What does it mean? Daddies heart is too big
We have to hope for a savior a hero a little kid.
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The word echos in my mind
What else is there for them to find
Sanity is slowly starting to unwind
Even if its good then For how long?
Letting him go just because he is strong
Four walls smiles and high-fives
How is that affectin...
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My son its getting late
I'm sorry I've been doubtful but
These hospitals won't determine your fate
You will play just as hard as your siblings
Take care of her my son
Daddy can only ponder on what's going on
Daddy can only st...
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I see the green light
Its the only hope I ever get
That to those important they won't forget
I see the green light
I try with all my might
I can't speak
I get weak
When I see the green light
My heart gets tight
When I see ...
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Implanted yourself in my mind so deep
I don't hear your voice
Or see you
But I am still walking on eggshells
Still scared and worried
Like you've created your own voice in my head
How is that even possible
I'm free from your...
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I guess I never met you
Because I didn't marry you
I married my
Safe haven
My
Best friend
Yet
Some creature was lurking beneath
Waiting for a vulnerable moment to jump
It jumped more than once
But I ...
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I don't know what I deserve
I don't know much about anything
I don't know how in the face of desolation I will swirve.
I guess I will hope for something
I guess I will take my hands off the wheel
I guess I will wait for anyth...
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It feels good to move
It feels good to be me
I love the way I look
I love the way I am
For only I can be me
Beautifully unique
I see those around me
I see others
I see peers
A wave of envy flows within
It grows immensel...
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I don't know if I'm where I think I am
I fell asleep in the shower and I don't recall waking up
I'm in my room, but I can still hear running water
I go to the bathroom to check
But the shower is off and I am alone
Reality is no...
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Lock away the pain
Hide the hurt
Stash the tears
Just
Smile
It'll go away
It will
All
Go
Away.
Smile.
So they won't see.
Smile
Don't let them know
Smile.
Just
Fucking
Smile.
...
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When it hits
It hits
Not even giving you a chance
Falling down down
Down
How to resurface?
To emerge from the
Never ending
Hole?
A cut back to reality?
A drink?
A smoke?
Cant do that..
How do I climb out?
How do I ...
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Lego by Lego,
Brick by Brick.
Human beings,
We are like Lego’s.
As we grow,
Assembled are we.
Life, emotions, thoughts, and identity,
How does all this go together?
We can be in pieces,
But
Does this mean we are...
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Your face has stained my mind
Not you smiling
Not you laughing
But You looking at me
...With disgust
My words didn't matter
My actions didn't either
I gave my all
You didn't even notice
Even though you're gone
You sti...
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I banged and banged
Rattling the whole house
Trying to save her
The door shook
It rattled
It wouldn't give
I begged
I pleaded
I threatened
"Open the door""
"Please, not again!"
"Please"
Drowning in my tears as I sc...
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