They said the medication was a good cushion
They said at one point you wouldn't even need medication
No type of meditation helps
What do we do?
What do we do?
Baby boy... my flame.... what do we do....
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She hates me all over again
And relives pain
I'm reliving old conversations between my flame and I... she always asked me what would you do if you were a friend or a third party. All I meant by "finding out" is just finding out abou...
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WHY can't there be an encyclopedia
An encyclopedia for what you say
And encyclopedia for what I say
This magic tool to tell each other what we mean
So we both know neither of us are tying to be mean
Not a day goes by I wish thi...
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Today it is Father’s Day I know you miss me very much,
But Daddy I am with you And I long for your touch,
But when today you miss me Daddy please don’t cry,
Why I am not with you only the angels know why,
But D...
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Nothing about this is funny
I've always listened to you
I listened so much I wanted to know more
You weren't ready to share more
We didn't meet in middle grounds
Theres nothing im looking for to be found
You said not to pry ...
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She's lonely tonight
Crying under the moonlight
And loneliness hurts you so much
And it kills you deep inside
And you feel empty every day
Crying every night kissing
And holding my pillow tight
Wishing she was her tonight
To...
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It means so much but its easy to say
You've never had to stay away
I'd always keep it that way
Memories can always stay realities
Theres so much I have to say
You don't understand having to be away
I have no power over any of...
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I'm in a roll on my camera roll
Where I have images where you loved me
Images caught in time where you promised that you were mine
I'm on a roll on my camera roll
Where we used to hold hands and take strolls
I'm on a roll on my ...
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I brought you to my hollowed ground
Where the red cheeked Andrew played around
I brought you to my hollowed ground
Where my great great grandmothers soul watched and smiled down
I brought you to my hollowed ground
Where wild mag...
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So much news Monday
Your health we are prepared for that
Regardless of what the echo says
I know what their plan will be
St.louis.
I'm just hoping son
My miracle
I'm hoping for tomorrow.
You are a big boy now?
You aren't...
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I did my phone call
Nothing new about you
I wanted to ask if your plus one was ok too son
But daddy isn't allowed
I asked the nurse if she could touch your foot for me. I said you don't like that
I explained I just wanted to te...
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That movie always struck a nerve
A jellyfish is how he was undone
I call you little jellyfish my son
What does it mean? Daddies heart is too big
We have to hope for a savior a hero a little kid.
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The word echos in my mind
What else is there for them to find
Sanity is slowly starting to unwind
Even if its good then For how long?
Letting him go just because he is strong
Four walls smiles and high-fives
How is that affectin...
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Daddies having trouble sleeping
Been too busy weeping
Are you getting sleep baby boy?
I'm sorry if daddy is starting to annoy
I'm tired son
I just want to snuggle with you
I need something to change this view
Daddies tired of...
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My son its getting late
I'm sorry I've been doubtful but
These hospitals won't determine your fate
You will play just as hard as your siblings
Take care of her my son
Daddy can only ponder on what's going on
Daddy can only st...
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Daddies thinking about you
What are you thinking about?
Are you scared?
Daddy saw a taco mayo
I don't know if you would eat it
Mommy would
I want to hold you
When daddy held you last he had a gut feeling
Something was happeni...
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I've been walking for weeks.
Not helping with the underweight thing
All I can do is stress walk
So hot
But how can I not
Breast pumps bottles and formula
Nephew I can't look at all your stuff
When is enough enough?
Every hou...
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I'm tired. I'm fighting sleep. I don't want to dream. I'm tired of dreaming of before the bad. Waking up mad. Waking up sad. If I have to sleep let me dream a bit more just a tad. I'm hollow. I gave my whole being to you. I've been g...
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Everything about her was soft.
I've never felt anything softer than my own hands
Until my hands soothed over her scars
I was addicted the first touch
I was addicted the first kiss
How did bliss come to this
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