though it's probably just silly me it's been a while i've felt this way and i was shocked by the possibility that she might have felt the same i've talked to you and i've watched the way you act and i've wanted you since the first day that we met always seeing you with him has often made me want to scream but i'm not the type who'd step between two friends so i could live my dream and how long has it been that i've held these feelings in admired you desired you and tried to be a friend cos friendship will suffice if it's all that i can ask for just to have you in my life is all i need if nothing more sure i've already said to much so there's nothing more to say she'll blush as i touch her cheek she'll turn away i wonder was it in my touch or were the words i chose to say just too much what made this woman walk away walk away walk away spent all this time thinking I love you but stayed aloof and by the time I finally say it she's in someone else's arms well since she left me recently it seems a piece of me's been missing and some may say that it's a shame others maintain that it's a blessing and i'm guessing that it's probably a little of both though it teaches me a lesson it still leaves a lump in my throat and there are some things i don't think she'll ever understand how much she meant and how she left me just a shell of a man so i'll yell if i can as loud as these poor lungs allow cos i still need to ask why she decided she should just walk out was it drugs or was it school was she seeing someone else does all the blame belong to you or do i keep some for myself just so ashamed she never knew i'd choose to sleep with someone else wish she knew how cheap i felt but my deceit's too hard to tell for fear i'll lose her trust or i just won't know what to say she'll blush as i touch her cheek she'll turn away tell me was it in my touch or where the words i chose to say just too much what makes these women walk away