Dear God I don't deserve anything that I'm getting All this attention I'm only venting Praying I'm representing You properly given all of me Apologies to all that I've offended Sick nasty of sinning For this life I'm living's different More than just spitting Living in it Gaining interest It isn't my own This isn't my home i'm fit'n to go home Friends saying Go holm I'm saying no Put praise where it belongs all in the father I hardly bother to work out my own Faith on my own is wrong Although in community it's strong More than just some sing along songs This a bring em home john Long john Journey It surely hurts don't et' Still I'm going Swimming through waves in crazy ocean We've called a place to cope with Fear needs and Necessities through all these years We're still hoping praying for atonement I'm open to see change Seeking the Kings face Looking up all I see's grace See the needs great For leaders in each state Each day's a day to see faith Is my eye sight My eyes lie Messiah My fire How could I tire With you driving me This songs for Kayla Marie Mckenzie Ray As well as me I need to feel love