Uneasy passage. Sails unfurled. Gentle breeze. Course charted. Journey begins. Confident sense of future. Clear sailing. For awhile, clear sailing. Warm sun gentle sea. Course clear and sound. Tacking along the way. Squall on the horizon. Decisions to be made. Gales blowing, sails straining. Water churning. Decisions to be made. Pressure building. Straining confidence. Decisions falter. Off course, being driven off course. Sunny sky’s calm waters nowhere to be seen, things of the past. Mistakes made. Countless tacking errors. Destination now uncertain. Waves cresting water swamping. Holding on. Looking for safe harbor. Peering through the fog, the rain. Journey over. Looking down now. Analyzing. Analyzing the whole. Sadly realizing upon refection. Was not the navigator I expected I’d be.