I’m trying my best to stick around But it’s getting harder every day The nights are getting longer And the light is fading fast I don’t know how much longer I can last I feel so tired all of the time I don’t want to face it anymore My body’s always aching I am just in so much pain I wanted to be in control again If I decided to leave you now Would you be able to forgive me If I drew the knife too deep I hope you would understand I was in too much pain to carry on