I want to run away I want to hide But This Feeling Won't Subside I want to scream I want to cry It's killing me inside It's eating me alive Voices in my head Keep fighting back and forth Don't feed the monster! It follows and taunts me wherever I go Every time I fight it I want to give in just a little So I can feel this rush That feels so good My shadow is a drug But it won't let me go It takes control I want to forget But it won't let me go Shadow Self It's chasing me Trying to take control This isn't me I'm not myself I've never known my own shadow As well as I do now Hoping that this shadow will soon be Buried back again So I can remember Who I really am again...