Its 5 A.M. and I'm thinking of you, With no idea what to do. I've always loved seeing your joy, But you've found it in another boy. I want you happy Shy, But I want to be the reason why. I long for you every day, Wishing that you had stayed. Then I see you in my dreams, No escape from the memories it seems. I love you evermore as my heart cracks, Wishing, begging for you back. I miss your voice, your touch, your taste, Why has my love all gone to waste? Everything between us seemed perfect, But now you treat me like a defect. You're the only one I want to hold, How could you be so cold? You were the only one to ever bring me hope, But now I'm struggling just to cope.