I thought I was treating others fairly, doing things just right, But that was the first step, that has led me into this plight. I tend to say one thing, while inside I am meaning another, Only to find out later, I can come off as a real muther. Life is so difficult, just trying to express a simple thought, Too many lessons to learn, by now what have I been taught? Verbal expression is confusing, an actual thorn in my very side, I'm better off sending an email, where my thoughts don't collide. It's tough living life in reverse, always explaining after having spoken, Sometimes it feels like a curse, and it leaves me feeling broken. To those I've hurt in this process, I hope "i'm sorry" will suffice, If not, i'll keep on speaking my mind, and continue to roll the dice.