You cut me open Entered my heart and sliced me like warm butter It felt good at the time But I've been bleeding this love for you all over the floor What a mess it's made of my life I'm trying to mop up the red that I see But it just keeps spilling out again These buckets of tears are overflowing As I slosh spongy regrets across the floor Seeping through, the floorboards like a sieve To the stories below An ocean of red and salty grief fills this leaky house The windows are darkening I can't unlock the door Higher and higher Swimming in sweet memories of you That push their watery way back into the wound you left Through the gap, into my lungs And with my last gasping breath I will sputter your name Pressing my lips to the ceiling for air Panic and pain now tighter than ever before But after drowning, I wont' hurt anymore