I want to split away from myself in order to become two. I want to become the things that I can manage individually. One part of me I would despise and the second I would tolerate. These separate parts of me would live their lives in two different worlds. Two separate worlds but part of a whole. One a day when I least expect it these two parts of me would merge and form a whole. When this happens I will have ceased to be the wild crazy thing that I once was..