The burning stake is in my heart and I can't help feeling it fall apart I want this to end. I'm not so sad, I just want my spirit my feeling and motivation back It's not for anyone but myself my journey is painful but I can't be someone else Is it strength to not kill yourself when you feel like dying? or is it depressing to know you can't even try? I feel like it won't work if I do But time and time again I realize It won't work because I really don't want it to.