My heart is shaken My mind has doubt But passion radiates within my core I want to let it out trying to be something I'm not sure I wanted to be better but now I'm hurt This truly beautiful person comes with many layers I see some form of innocence Truly sweet and childlike love But it's hard for me to accept that I'm not a walking rug I look in the mirror And try to have faith beyond the fears I'm cut and bleeding on the inside And it comes out through tears I tried to cling to someone but I only fall deeper into hate I'm trying to love myself but I'm scared scared I'm being fake