Manon

poem by: Suzie Lemons
Written on Dec 23, 2016

My biggest fear is that I become you.
I feel your presence amongst my shadow.
You’re right behind me.
I taste poison in my mouth.
You’re an addict.
Fear is creeping in.
I cannot sleep.
You no longer belong with us, but with the pack of wolves that linger about when the full moon is out.
I am your prisoner, for better, and for worse.

Your howls have stained hope,
you are not my guardian angel.

They say our bodies are made up of 80% water, yet you have forgotten what water is. 
Your favourite is red, remember?

I miss you, but I hate you too.
Stay away, but only minimal distance.
Walk with life, not with a bottle. I beg you.

 

Tags: sad, deep, encouraging, pain, dark,

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Michael Wise commented:
Very dark, and creates vivid imagery in the mind.
Christopher Russon commented:
Interesting poem.thought provoking.
Cecilia Crasto commented:
We have to remain true to ourselves and never follow where others lead...well written poem.

 

 

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