Drowning My wallow in self pity Really isn't pretty Felt sorry for me at first And for knowledge had a thirst But no one wants to hear it They don't even know to fear it I'm barely ten percent Of my daily good intent On smiles I heavy leant All my power left is spent Forget, dismiss Get sick of this Drown out the moans The daily groans Look closer and you'll see the pain Smile acts as if i'm right as rain In hidden depths my eyes are dead On these days I drown I dread