Six Months On

Six Months On

Six months on, the pain is still so very hard
Each day there's a thought when reading a card
There is this tight feeling crushing me inside
Pain I have to cope with taken in my stride

Very hard to believe for all I know it's true
Hurt, resentment, it makes me feel so blue
For within my heart I know my dad loved me
For who I am, and what I turned out to be

There's part of you here, part of you being there
In all honesty please tell me why is life is so unfair
Sometimes I do forget until you enter my head
My feeling of such loss, with dad you being dead

I want to believe in the Almighty man above
Waiting to see if your sending down your love
Hoping & praying that now your at ease with life
Away from the hustle and bustle of everyday strife

But sincerely Dad I'm trying to get strong
I will with me knowing that your helping me along
Forever you'll be loved with every step I take
Let me know your there or even give me a shake

I need to know your alright, then me I'll be fine
Please please shine down and give me a sure sign

Love & miss you every day

Caroline 

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