i’m sick of screaming, i just wanna get along, can’t kill my head anymore can’t make Heaven last long i think i’m gonna be God’s whore i think i’m gonna drown down here my bones will disappear into the back of a classroom--the Midwest’s my puppeteer, my mind’s about to go boom i’m on the inside i’m the mouth that lied, hands that tried, brain that died i’m sitting within our late night joyrides forever forever the smoke lingers in backyard summers i’m at your funeral five years from now hit me like a bullet, drop a bomb by the grace of God somehow never knew, yell till i come to let our voices collide one more time--everything go back to how it used to be--i’m getting older than i wanna be TV’s sedating me i’m never gonna fucking see the world crashing down around me you’re not making sense, ingesting ten more pills i’ve got a heavy, sinking feeling in my chest gonna play some cheap thrills, pretend everything’s fine till my heart falls out, i hate you and i whine time keeps slipping by and all i do is sit talking doesn’t work--i’m not gonna make it the sun’s between my legs--i don’t want him to break dawn let me sleep till my body’s gone.