I don't know where I am; I've forgotten how to stand. There's a deafening ring, but there's no ring in hand. No one, nothing I recognize in sight until I find the familiar, paralyzing fright. It is the plight of depression with a bomb of anxiety. In an instant the wind has left my chest and I can hardly breathe. I try to raise myself - I stumble. I try to pick up the pieces, but fumble. With smoke all around, what's in the distance isn't clear. I follow my feet forward hoping a glimmer of light will appear.