You are supposed to be right here next to me watching me helping me I am selfish I know but I am mad, at everything because something took you away when you were much needed. How I am i supposed to grow up without you mom? I stole your snuggie and hugged it and cuddled it because i thought maybe if i think hard enough it would be you and every time i think about it the more i am confused why the hell are you gone how? why did you have to get cancer Why you? you were the most lovable hugable nice important person in everyone you met lives. Why did you go? why the hell did you leave me? leave dad cloe kenzie keegan why did you leave Why cant you come back i need you mom i need you