Since we were children growing up I had always loved her so And every day while going to school Or outside playing, I would let her know "I love you, Shanti, I would tell her each day and she would just laugh shyly And turn and run away And this continues for years Until one day she turned around And sat with me on a bench On the school playground And she told me "I'm sorry kaz But I don't love you You'll find someone else one day Who loves you too" her words left me heartbroken And I couldn't hold back my tears so, I stop being around her again As the days and the months turn to years Then when high school came along we met in the corridor again And we laughed about our childhood How things were back then then we had lunch and began to date And we fell in love And I finally got the girl That I had always dreamed of But when the time for college came Suddenly everything changed And we were in different colleges far apart so our lives were rearranged I told her that we will get through this But she had her doubt And my heart stopped beating When she turns and said “It won't work out" Then she said "I'm sorry kaz But I have to break up with you And You will find someone else one day Who loves you too" I just didn’t know what to say As the rain started falling from above Her words left me heartbroken For the second time, I lost the girl I love The colleges years came and went And then my job and career came my way And as I go about my life I think of her and miss her every day Then one day I went to gulf city mall and in a store, we ran into each other again we both were now in our twenties and we talk and laughed about things back then I ask her out to a club that night And I took her hand and began to dance We were so nervous in each other's arms Remembering our old romance then she rests her head on my shoulders and we stood there like if nothing else exists then we look into each other's eyes and with butterflies in our stomach we kiss and kiss and we kiss then I ask her to marry me and she became my wife she was the only girl that I ever love and now we were going to be together for the rest of our life I was the happiest man in the world Waking next to her every morning Making her breakfast in bed As she wakes with her sleepy eyes, yawning Then one night we went for a drive Under the moonlight And we drove down the roads On a warm and starry night And when “How deep is your love†By the “Bee Gees came on She started to sing And I whispered to her,†Shanti You're my everything" But then suddenly out of nowhere Headlights in front of us flash screeching tires and the crashing of metals our car crashed When I open my eyes I saw her laying down on the ground I ran to her calling her name As I felt my tears start rolling down "Shanti. Shanti..." I cried And as I knelt she took my hand Kaz, kaz " I am sorry I have to leave you again...Please understand" NO NO NO “HELP ...HELP, HELP No, it's going to be ok “ Just hold on ...PLEASE HURRY As I heard the ambulance on its way "I love you so much ‘kaz And It has always been true But you'll find someone else again “kaz And you will love again too" "No," Please ...NO ... I cried "It's always been you I don't want someone else I only want to be with you" And there in the middle of the street On my knees, I cried Hugging the only girl, that I ever love As she slowly died It’s beautiful and sunny today As she is laid to rest with flowers on the ground I have lost the will to live But still, my broken heart beats on Whenever I lose her in the past I would always know that I would see her again But this time it’s different So, I’m just waiting for the god take me also So, I could be in her arms once more