Is there really a holy spirit, or do I just need something to believe in? May the Lord protect my body and soul; I fear I'm getting old. As my skim wrinkles, I start to question the Lord's miracles. Prayers sun up to sun down, can my prayers really end the suffering in the world, or is just a trick played by the old? I guess we'll never know. Read the bible from beginning to end, hoping this isn't just all pretend. If is, please tell my heart, so it can amend.