I lie dreaming, grasped by fear, as I clutch my sodden pillow. I fear the realisation, that when I wake, you'll still be gone. Your side of the bed, still has the musky scent of you, the scent you left behind. The scent I can't bring myself to wash away. Grasped by fear, that I'll wash away the memories. Grasped by fear, the fear of walking up.