I’m sorry I didn’t come home I think that I am unwelcome everywhere I think that I still have a chance But the dice is lost and that was my last chance So I don’t come home, Leaving you alone I hope that I can have you see that I want to come home I want to come home Rekindle all that was lost It’s always too late Because to have something never lost is to always have something you could lose But if you never have lost it You never fear losing it. I don’t understand the value in what I have Because I never lost it I don’t understand the value in what I had Till I understood that all I have is nothing without the joy of having it with you. Nothing seems to matter anymore So I try to keep up the daily chores now to idle my heart The bitterness of the daily tasks seem menial now that I no longer need to do it for anyone but my self To live is simple Just take a breath To live is too entirely different And in this moment I would just rather not In this moment I would take everything on to just do the dishes for you But in this moment I am alone And in this moment I am desperate.