â€Im at the peak of the roller coaster / and who knows when we are going to plummet down. / Down into the abyss again. / You would think these coasters are fun./ But for me, they are terrifying./ For me, they are not an amusement/ I am afraid of the/ unknown/ and when I ride this coaster I cannot open my eyes./ I cannot see the very near future. / I don't know what's going to happen next./ I don't know if I am going to fall, or rise even higher. / I don't know if i'm going upside down ,/ or if I'm staying right side up./ I don't know if i'm at the end, or just the beginning./ I'm riding this roller coaster, and I just want it to stop./ I cannot do this./ I cannot be tossed around like a rag doll./ But I cannot stop this coaster/ Without the disappointment of others./ So I stay on. It's a torture to me, / but only to me it seems./ I have to push through this unending fear. / I have to push through this ride until the end of my time./ For this rides name,/ is life." This is a poem from a book I wrote, and am currently editing! check it out please!! I post a new edited chapter each day!! https://www.wattpad.com/698253063-the-words-they-cannot-write-chapter-two