I feel at peace with nature, it makes life feel rich and real. I stay away from any danger, it can be all but too surreal. I love the birds, I love the bees, they fly by so light, so peacful. I love the flowers, I love the trees, they're all equal, unlike us people. I love the sun, I love the moon, big, bright, beautiful and beaming. I love the light they shine on my life, glissening, golden and gleaming. I'm not a social butterfly, I don't deal with any strangers. I feel pressured down to diversify, I'm just afraid of any dangers. I like to escape from life sometimes, dive deep down inside my own mind. I ponder on those dark past times, I sometimes wish I could rewind. I know some friends are fake, that's just something you learn in life. I just hate the one that's a snake, they might aswel just give me the knife. I'm not really a people a person, I couldn't tell you why that is. I hope my tolerence doesn't worsen, I think my brain might fizz. I can't discuss my feelings, my mind just won't let me do it. I need some mental healing, I've lost my spark, I've lost my whit. I feel at one with nature, happy, content, full of life and free. I don't want to feel like a failure, I just want to feel like me. A.D 12/05/18