Beneath my hollow bones, I feel so much unwanted, undeserved pain. I spend each and every long drawn out day feeling like I have nothing to gain. Distress, despair and disappointment all as clear as can be. Oh why, oh why, oh why did this have to happen to me. The one I love is lost and never coming back. I just wish things could be different, I can't do this im going to crack. Despair, despondency and depression all these things I'm feeling. I'm struggling to get to sleep, I'm just staring at the ceiling. Things will get easier, it all just takes some time. It's all about getting better, healing and building a mental shrine. You'll never be alone, they're always by you're side. Each day's its own new story, take it slow your time you must bide. Remember all the good times cherish them and smile. The bad times dont really matter, send them into exile.. A.D