I don't ever feel relaxed, I dont ever feel real. I don't ever feel comfortable, every situation is so surreal. I don't like to much company, but I hate to be alone. I don't like confrontation, sometimes I wish I could turn to stone. I always feel anxious, aggitated and aggravated. I always feel intimidated, isolated and irritated. I always feel like I'm on my own, walking this long winding path alone. I always hide these feelings, I don't want to moan and groan. I have up days, I have down days, I have happy days, I have sad days. I have left days, I have right days, I have good days, I have bad days. It is what it is. Life is what you make it. Take me as you find me. I'll either make it or I'll fake it. A.D 14.07.18