The writing on the wall Watch the words fall through my mind To pass the time Tears sting my eyes I can’t focus on reality Nothing seems real to me But i guess that’s just how i live There’s no medicine to give me To fix the way i’m thinking Please don’t try to trick me I don’t want your fucking pity This is just my reality What i’ve known my whole life My only distraction is this fucking device Watching the pictures run through my mind But i’m wasting my time Wasting my life I find purpose in writing And maybe i’m no good But i promise i’ll keep fighting Because i know that i should I want to get somewhere with this So i can finally live without this Constant fear of failure I know i can do better I can show you these words mean so much To someone Someone like me Who cant stop hurting But turns to writing To make use of her time I will get somewhere with this Thats a fucking promise