I haven't been pondrin here for maybe a year looking at my poems some full of sadness some full of cheer then suddenly in the screen corner a message popped up: we have lost dear Barbara! Barbara, Barbara beautiful clever funny too the highest pass mark in London was given to you you went to my school for a brief while then stage school then bright lights and carry ons from you to us with love and joy. I cried when I saw your "who do you think you are" related to Constable but you were an artist too. Your mind was dimmed tragically you faded yet your beloved stayed and adored you still. My working class angel my Stamford Hill hero I ache at your passing but rejoice you were here!