In the wee small hours at last time to myself time to learn , to think to try to write a poem. My room is small all my stuff is crammed in but this is not my home its the home of my brother recently deceased who we tried to help and make happy before he went.... we may have succeeded just a little bit. His pain is gone and my future awaits me and mum a nice bungalow doing just what we please no nursing home for her no not if we can help it ! My chance to give her just a tiny amount of the care she nourished me with during all my stages. In the wee small hours I miss my brother but at last have my freedom from colleagues and bosses who suspect or belittle but do not understand you. Now's the time to take time to nurture my mum. In the wee small hours I live again.