I must be slow to anger I must control myself My flesh screams otherwise My flesh wants to rage What happened to my spirit? What happened to it's voice? Breaking into absence As if it never existed The more I stay The more sanity I lose I'm losing my mind I'm losing patience So much turned to so little Growing less and less each day A thin line becoming thinner I don't want to be here I can't be here I can't stay I feel it Cracking into madness Falling into endless rage Slowly losing to darkness I smile I laugh Losing control Trying to keep calm Before I attack with No mercy No rationality I need to leave I need to control myself I don't want to see My mind burning into flames of fury My body wanting to destroy everything in sight Hurting others Hurting myself I don't want to lose myself