It feels good to move It feels good to be me I love the way I look I love the way I am For only I can be me Beautifully unique I see those around me I see others I see peers A wave of envy flows within It grows immensely A desire to be like them A desire to change A desire to not be me Why can't I be like them? Why must I be like this? Why can't this feeling go away? I am me I am enough I am okay This crave of validation is Useless Unneeded Unnecessary I want to be me I want better for me Not from superficial beauty Not from a superficial society If only I looked like them had what they had were them To be someone else Brings me joy Brings me satisfaction Dissatisfied with myself I want to be me Dissociation with myself I can't do this Why can't I do this? What are these emotions? They keep overflowing They keep coming I don't know what to do I don't know who I want to be I don't know Tears of frustration My mind Clouded with negative thoughts Constantly raining with self hate Simultaneously Wanting self-assurance to break through the large substantial wall That is myself A constant internal battle So senseless So unaware Of the storm that was to come Self-destruction