I always talked about leaving this state Under these terms I'm scared There is no one out there I hope they say no They say "he won't need it" Monday they'll tell us They said they might fly us out there We will be gone for months Maybe a year Leaving behind a mess It's weird because running away is what I do But I'm tired of running I have to clean before we go Yet life might not have it that way Life never does We will know on Monday