Nemo Nemees

publication by Nemo Nemees

I dont understand what the math teacher is teaching and i am completely dried out of any ability to write so i'll sit here in class and surf the web or at least until i figure out how words fit together again ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

I was best friends with the moon. He told me stories about the stars. He told me how they saved him. from the all loneliness. He says only he can hear them. He says that its his gift. He says that they tell him of who they u... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

This world Was created when Two others collided. Creating a feathery mess of fire As angles burned their wings And learned the love in hate. As demons came along And saw the pain in beauty. We are the outcome of a disaster... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Breathing is hard I dont want to live I dont want to die I dont want to go to the hospital I dont want this life I dont want this pain I want it to be over I want it to shut up I want to sleep No, i dont want to sleep. I wa... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

My head Keeps screaming My own name Over And over Again. Loud Painful Hateful My head sounds a lot like my father. ... My head sounds a lot like a past I thought I have escaped I thought it was okay I thought I could... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

In the horror she looks to the sky she realizes she understands she knows; she is dying. she is slipping away faster then most. she is falling into unknown hands she knows it she feels it she fears it. She ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Words are complicated. often I find myself wanting to explain, The troubles I'm going through, The troubles your a part of. I often want to understand, I often want to explain, What it is you do to me. But all I manage, Is a ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

The walls, Are closing in. This room, is shrinking. The air, is thinning. The life, is dying. My heart, is breaking. And I, am lonely. .... I keep my window, open. I let the air, sing. I watch others, from a ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

The window is open. The air smells, Of lavender. No, Of lilacs. Your favorite flowers, Were lilacs. That's why, we planted them. You loved them. It seams , As though everything, In here, Becomes you somehow. I can't... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Erupt, like booming thunder. Roar, with all that the light gave you. Do not touch, a single soul And know You scare more Then the bolt itself Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

I'm in love with a faceless man who talks about the stars As if they weren't so far away. I'm in love with a man Who I never met. Who I never spoke to. Who I never heard Or seen. I'm in love with a stranger. I'm in love w... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Today I stood in the bathroom stall With a sensation of dèja vû As I stare at the blade in my hand And my exposed limbs, Marking the easiest arteries to open Noting that the stupid pencil sharpener blade Would never Be a... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

I stare into the raging sky, As the stars all flicker and shine. The cool wind is howling softly, As the night breeze gently rolls by. Colors of the night are endless, And oh so empty all the same. The night creatures are relent... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

I am so tired. I wish to fall, in an endless sleep, to wake only, when my heart, can beat freely, once more. Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

She imagines drowning In words In love She imagines a train wreck A mess of shrapnel A mess that keeps piling She imagines a notebook With words that lift her away With words ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

She was laying face up. Eyes wide open. The rain washed over her. I asked her why Are you trying to drown? She said the sky Has fallen down on her. She lets out a laugh That roars like the rolling thunder Her eyes meet ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

The pitter patter of rain, Dresses me up like mother. I do not look beautiful, I look soaked in my freedom. I look rugged and vengeful. I look as though I could be, The mortal who tore the sky. E.N Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

"The ribbon on my wrist says do not open before Christmas." Because the family needs their presents, And if I were to die, my gifts would be a memory that would hold the worth of myself. I turned my sadness into anger I dyed my... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

I was paper, Bright and new, crisp and fresh, then came you. Darkened lines, and pencil marks, i was paper, bright and new, crisp and fresh, then came you. harsh blown winds, and wet cold rain. I was paper, bri... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Back in the quote on quote Olden days If you had a mental illness You were locked up You were crazy They tried to electrocute the madness out of you Sometimes they tried shoving an ice pick Into your head Making a hole for the... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

”Im at the peak of the roller coaster / and who knows when we are going to plummet down. / Down into the abyss again. / You would think these coasters are fun./ But for me, they are terrifying./ For me, they are not an ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Your eyes change color as your god intended. Your smile glows as if angels reflected their light off. Your home stenches of bibles, And my burned skin. Your bedroom holds fires of wanted demons. The magic cards express ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

the hallways are flooded with tears that come from the mourning of one of our own two gunshots from a officer into this boy who only knew thirteen years of a world that is so cold what happened to america? what happened... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

There is only so much I can take I am too tired to try and process my emotions. And I know that tonight it will show in my dreams Just as it did last Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

You are supposed to be right here next to me watching me helping me I am selfish I know but I am mad, at everything because something took you away when you were much needed. How I am i supposed to grow up without you mom... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Sometimes, The sun gives me headaches. And although I need, To absorb the endless, possibilities, That spring air brings, I dont. Because I hate my headaches. Sometimes, Waking up, Makes me sad. And although I need, To ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Breathe, Blink, Think, about life and the universe. Why are we here.. no scratch that. why am I here? Why do I breathe? Why do I do anything? Who am I? Breathe. Blink. Think. Yea? Why are you here? Why do you even try... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

They say I have my mothers smile My mothers smile mothers smile mothers mother mom Such an unfamiliar word Unless you count the questions "Is there a mother figure in the house?" "What about the mother?" "What would mom have... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Careful now be careful of where your stepping the ice is thin my dear don't ask about daddy don't ask of why he gave you ibuprofen instead of you ADHD meds don't ask of why there is so many beer cans in the recycling... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

When you are forced to grow up You never compare age with personality only 14 yet I have the mind of an elder only 14 but I have known what its like to loose your friends family to the hands of the heartless man nam... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

You think you had me locked in your cage swimming with the rest of your fishes you think you ruined me you think that I became part of your shadow but no more no more hours to decide what looks normal no more uncomfortable bra... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Because maybe it's true. Maybe it's all true. Maybe the sky will one day fall on us Screaming as we try and run from the inevitable But what is the difference between the end of the Earth And life Because I wake up, with the... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Loosing you I'm terrified of but minutes and miles aren't what im afraid of im scared that one day you will meet someone prettier smarter cuter im afraid that one day you will wake up and not feel the same as i feel to ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

The window the chair the scary man screaming in your ear the eyes of the siblings who watch you mock you judge you the past that shapes the now the curse words the self hate that lead to self distruction the meds th... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

like the stereos in the bedrooms of unknown teenagers hearts beat rhythmically to the songs that hum along side them each singing a different tune each playing a different song silently but so loud at the same time Like... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

the sunshine in the window couldnt be more fake with the snow on the ground and the tired eyes of the kids who stay up to the break of dawn wondering how the hell could life be so bland The sunshine in the window is like a ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

pout more they like to see you try, smile less but when you do, make it sparkle Make them Love you make them drool Pose that way show your skin low cut t-shirts bootie shorts they say they love you so you eat all ... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Imagine in twenty years Who will you be? What will you do What will you leave Imagine in one hundred years Who would you've been What would you've done What did you leave Will they know your name Will they sing songs ab... Read more

poem by Nemo Nemees

Grades are falling Down Down Down Big words confuse me Math makes no sense Had know clue plastic was sience I can't go to that class I cant feel like drowning In swarms of paper No energy again Stop feeling like this ... Read more

publication by Nemo Nemees

and maybe this is it maybe this is life fuck that no this can be all that life is I cannot wake up every single day with all these things that i need to say, need to explain, need to share with the world and be silen... Read more