TEARS FORMING IN MY EYES TRYING HARD TO WRITE GOODBYES MY BLOOD WONT SHOW UP ANYMORE MY WRISTS AND ARMS ARE GETTING SORE BLOODY RED CANVASES ALCOHAL JUST MAKES EVERYTHING FIZZ MY MIND IS FUZZY IM GOING BLANK CANT SEE ANYTHING. ITS ALL BLACK. I HEAR A WACK. AND IM DONE.